Love What Matters

6.5 years ago I hit rock bottom. I was completely w/o love. I really wasn't but that is what I felt. This post actually took quite a while and a bunch of tears to produce, not to mention a couple of days. 6.5 years ago I was all out of everything. Or so I thought. The woman I loved turned her back on me and abandoned me with no explanation. The child I loved before she was even conceived did the same. I felt there was nothing left and no reason to go on. The 2 ppl I wanted most in my life were the 2 ppl that wanted nothing to do with me and with no notice or explanation. So I had an idea. I didn't have a plan bc I'm too thoughtful of others that I couldn't even come up with an effective plan. Finally, it hit me as if it was the best plan ever made. I was gonna drive off the bridge. My car was old with hundreds of thousands of miles on it. It w as paid off. It wouldn't involve anyone else and yes, there may be a few ppl that wondered what happened but the direct imp...